June 21st

Its Tuesday kind of gray outside. Had a bad sleep, dizzle is at the b-house for the next 4 days watch the kids for her boss,which make me here alone with the super dog{ben}. Work is so farken busy 12-13 hour days 6 days a week is taking a toll on me. Ryan Dunn from Jackass and Viva La Bam died yesterday 34 years old. Sad he was my fav guy on the show and he was scheduled to have a new show on G4 tv. Jessica found a snake in the yard yesterday. NOT COOL i hate snakes very much.

June 19th 2011

So much as happen the past few months, i moved out of the apt on April 15th and into my new house. Thank god i moved out the place was a nightmare. the new house is a lot of work and never ends.work is very busy and keeps me moving.. I am now the owner of a great yellow lab who is awesome, who i love and cant live with out. The 15th was Jessica's 25th birthday and Friday was my moms and today my good people is Fathers day which my dad chose to pick a fight the night before so it should be good. He is a major dick head most of the time to me. Seems like when all i do is right and he cant fight with anyone else he thinks in the pea size brain lets fuck with Chris...its goes like this...he yells at me and when hes done he said i have to go... FUCK that last night i gave it back to him hard. It was bc i never dropped off my moms birthday gift yet bc i worked late on Friday and Saturday...wait that's right those assholes never even gave me a card never mind a gift. Its going to be a fight he cant win. As i get older and i think back about my dads and grandfathers relationship it is starting to remind me of me and him. My grandfather pushed my dad away until it was to late to rebuild the relationship. guess what hes doing the same with me. Family is just not for me, i can give or take them. How many times can you be shit on treated like shit talked  to like shit until you just feel like a piece of shit.. if it was not for this house.. i would probably stop taking to them all.  Soccer ha ha i want to quite i don't like it anymore. Parents suck all of them, they are all know it alls hello dip shit if you know it all then fucking coach your own kids team.this is one hell of a rant lol ..Jessica....Jessica lol she is Jessica.still sweet and trying to make everyone else happy but herself..but she may be happy but who know what happiness really is.

This week

First the house is almost done ...sweet not what expected but hey whatever it's a RENT house that's mine it's complicated. Some people have big dreams but they don't realize they are getting annoying with there commments. Emily put down bear (ED'S) dog. Very sad I know it must have been hard. I am in a dilemma I know the guys up stairs in my building are major drug dealers but again I have seen my little bros car there. Do I tell. Do I mind my own buissness what do I do.

New house part 1

So busy with the new house and work. We have bought new couch and chair a new dyson vac. Let the fun begin.every day I wish I was in the house. With the new house and a big yard..you know what that means...party,herf, dinner can't wait only problem yard needs work and this fucking snow needs to stop..

Jobs

How do we really know if we picked the right job or profession. I am happy but not happy I am not a work boot dirt Jean wearing guy. I rather be in nice pants and a button down or golf shirt, but I find myself in jeans and work boots did I make the wrong choose?

Jan 30th

So much has happen. First soccer has started and we are 1-1 not to bad.I think I may have found a new place to live. Very excited about that. I got this great gift last sunday, it's a navy pea coat from 1942.. So cool it was my great uncles. Work has been slow because of the snow( that's what I tell myself) but it will pick up soon..btw yea still have not got a b-day gift from anyone..pretty shitty I know. We are a week out from my next trade show which is cool. I think this work week I will stop by OSA to sing up for indoor training. Jessica haha she is just Jessica what can I say. My boss got me signed in to a online scheduling so I can book all my own stuff which is neat but only unless others don't mess with it. On a sad note my friend John his mom died very sad but I reached out to friends and family of his so I could go to the service or send flowers yea no reply..I guess his mom is not he only thing dead( friendship). Did I mention with the new house I get the greatest dig in the world Ben lol he was gift for my mom for her 50th but he is really mine. I think my car my be die soon I hope not. I am very proud of myself no cigars for over a month...who am I kidding if my heat in my car worked I would have had one plenty of times. Superbowl weekend is coming up really don't care tho sad but both team I could care less. I can't wait to move really do hate my hood

Life is funny! How you can watch a tv show and it really makes you think. Last words, last words before bed or the last thing you say before you leave. Make them mean something because you don't know what's going to happen next. Life has been okay I guess me and Jessica doing fine, can't really complain. Work has been great really rewarding. Did my first trade show with Greg it was great.

After this picture was taken we packed up went home had dinner and drank 4 bottles of great wine!!!!!

Working my first home show today. Very exciting to have a booth and try to sell again. We will be here all weekend. Funny stuff is that the staff of the the event was selling pizza from the place where the Caruso family gets every Friday. It was like being at home. Loved it!! Soccer is starting next week finally, and it's miss haileys birthday she turns 12... Wow I remember being that age. So much fun we had back then no worries in the world. This week has felw by so fast. Superbowl is in a few weeks. Later.

Jan 12th

Busy busy busy I have worked 31 hours in two day. Thank god for snow because I got to sleep in today.I will be working today but just not sure when. I have a friend who is in some financial trouble and makes me sad to see them go through it and I am not able to help. Jessica is so sick right now it sucks. I have a doctors appt next saterday so I can get life insurance. This weekend at brookdale school I will be working the home show with Greg, should be fun and I get to sell. My BNI group was canceled this morning due to snow WTF bullshit. Since last week we have had 3 leads from BNI not to bad.

Jan 9th

I found a bike I wanted. I will be ordering it this week. Slow day today Jessica made a great dinner and the EAGLES lost so excited. The soccer drama has started. The seSon starts in a few weeks, I can't wait but I can do with out a few parents.

Jan 8th

Greatest quote ever:Jesus waited THREE days to come back to life. It was perfect! If he had only waited ONE day, a lot of people wouldn't have even heard he died. They'd be all, "Hey Jesus, what up?" and Jesus would probably be like, "What up? I DIED yesterday!" and they'd be all, "Uhh, you look pretty alive to me, dude..." and then Jesus would have to explain how he was resurrected, and how it was a miracle, and the dude'd be like "Uhh okay, whatever you say, bro..." And he's not gonna come back on a SATURDAY. Everybody's busy, doing chores, workin' the loom, trimmin' the beard, NO. He waited the perfect number of days, THREE. Plus it's SUNDAY, so everyone's in church already, and they're all in there like "Oh no, Jesus is DEAD", and then BAM! He bursts in the back door, runnin' up the aisle, everyone's totally psyched, and FYI, that's when he invented the high five. That's why we wait three days to call a woman, because that's how long Jesus wants us to wait..... Lol very funny it's from how I met your mother

Had a great day with Jessica we stared to look for a beach cruiser bike for me. We had a great dinner together and a better night. Not sure what I would do with her she's great and she makes me laugh all the time....

Jan7th

So today is my birthday big whoop. I called my mom to chat and she tells me my uncle died yesterday ( he was in poor health ) still very sad.She has been planning his funeral all week. Now his wife was rushed to the hospital yesterday morning and she is filled with cancer, has a hole in her colon, and had a heart attack... She is on life support. And the doctors told my mom to make plans to burn her now. My mom who is in poor health (she has ms) this is killing her. Not literally but stress brings on MS attacks.. This really suck. I am now Very Very worried about my mom now.

I feel sick I have a cold I have not got off the couch all day. They said to was going to snow today but I have not seen it yet.

Jan 5th

Had my first BNI meeting today which is a meeting to network with other business in the area. Work was average again, but I did sell some service plans today...o yea. I am addicted to my iPad and apple tv it's great. Watch a great show off the tv "skins" not the us(MTV) one it's the UK on the BBC. This show is onto season 5 and I started watching season 4 today and it's great.I think me and Jess are going to get her iPhone 4 tonight. I have not been feeling like myself. It's been a while since I felt like me like I'm pretending to be someone else and I feel like I may fall back into my old ways...NOT good. I had the attude of who care and fark you. Like I was the best and you all suck. There's more but, but for you how knew me I while ago yea he may make a return in 2011. On a completely different not I can't wait for soccer to start... Sick I kind of miss my little pain in the ares lol.


Ok Jessica got her iPhone ...she so excited ...wait so am I HELLO FaceTime

Jan 4th

Today I got the greatest thing ever.APPLE TV it so damncool.

I can watch tv play music and use the wifi from my iPad to my tv. Jessica had the second day of work, she seems happy with the job which make he happy bc it's less drama in my life. Tried to get Jess her iPhone today but they sold out in 20mins damn! There is alway tomorrow. So I have to go to my first BNI work group in the am at 7 ughh no sleep for us hard workers. Another great day in my life.

Jan 3rd

I finally got my leather iPad case today so excited. I ran in to the house like it was Xmas morning and I was 5 again. I had rep from an insurance company come by and sell me life insurance..very cool. My work day was average. Btw 4 days til my birthday!

Jan 2nd

My first blog.. Very exciting,spent the day with the beautiful Jessica and we cleaned up after Xmas and we cleaned the house. We shopped a little, I picked up apple tv and a leather blazer. I have wanted a blazer like that for years. So pumped. Jessica is looking to get a iPhone Monday or tuesday. That should be cool we can face time each other..